Friendship ?

Wat truly defines friendship ? Wat I saw was juz ppl come stayed awhile in my life and they left, some I thought they will be on my side when others go against me but in the end they chose to be on their side and doubted me, some I thought I could be myself when i'm wif them but I came to found out tat actually they judged me and tok behind my back, some I thought we could be best friends for a lifetime, but in the end when they r better off and found new best friend they juz silently step out of my life, some I thought I knew them, but in the end I found out tat thr were so many things tat were happening to them tat I actually didn't noe and some I thought I was close to them bcoz I shared my personal stuff wif them, but in the end they can't even trust me enough wif their personal stuff. 

Sometimes I really wonder to them whr do I really stand ? I juz feel so pathetic tat my friendships r lyk tis, and I am someone hu really cherish friendships, if I bother to show my care and concern it really means tat u mean sth to me and I juz wan to be thr for u, but sometimes I wonder y should I even care when ppl dun trust me or might not even bother bout me. 

Is thr really such thing as true friendships? It juz seems so shallow and far fetched .. 

The greatest of these is LOVE ..

Humans r not perfect 

They do hurt me at times 

Sometimes they dun have the intention to hurt me 

It's juz the way they r

But I tell myself to be more forgiving and juz love them for hu they r

Sometimes its really difficult

And its a constant challenge for me , but i'm still learning

I know tat God wans to enlarge my capacity to love and to forgive 

Juz lyk how He has loved and forgave me of my sins 

MY ONE DESIRE

One desire by Hillsong United
You gave it all for me
My soul desire
My everything
All I am is devoted to You
How could I fail to see
You are the love that rescued me
And all I am is devoted to You

And oh, how could I not be moved
Lord here with You
So have Your way in me
Cause Lord there is just one thing
And that I will seek

This is my cry
My one desire
Just to be where You are Lord
Now and forever
It's more than a song
My one desire
Is to be with You
Is to be with You
Jesus

The one thing
The one thing I ask
Is to be with You

I guess tis will be my season song for tis period .. It really brings out wat I am really feeling deep down inside my spirit .. Tat cry , desire and longing for God and I have lost it for very long and God was juz restoring tat desire for Him once again 2day during the worship and at the altar , dun noe y when tis song was led I juz felt tat deep in my spirit I was juz longing for Him and wan to cry out to Him .. I believe tat He did a work in my heart 2day and will continue to do tat work , thx God for 2day :)